I want you to know, that I love you.
You make me feel so amazing, even when I’m just around you.
I know you have to sort your head out and figure out where you stand in the world.
I know I have to get through school.
I know things need to be taken slowly.
I know people need to move on.
I know there are things that need to be sorted.
I know there is a lot to put behind us.
I know there is a lot to think about.
I know there is a lot to do.
I know nothing might happen.
But at the end of the day, I’m leaving it to you.
I will be there for you through it all.
I will stand up with you and stop you from falling.
But if there is one thing I will do is make sure you don’t forget me.
Because I never want to lose you.

Reading through our old conversations i was on the edge of tears then you told me how you felt followed by ‘love you’ pushed me over the edge and made me burst into tears completely

3 hours in the same car as you no thanks. Oh well i survived i guess?

There are snails in the water where I’ve been told to swim.

Sleeping, that’s when im happy i can make my world perfect so I’m going to sleep today away.

I feel sick i don’t know why either I have a really bad head-ache oh well only one more day to go…

Last year I made mistakes

Last year I loved you

Last year I loved unconditionally

Last year I offered you my heart

Last year I had my heart stolen

Last year I thought I loved when I didn’t

Last year I had to watch the one who I care about most be with someone other than me

Last year was heart break and heart ache

When you hold me there are no words to describe how happy i feel to be in your arms. When you kissed me i was so happy it was as you were the only one in this world worth living for. When you gave me your hoodie to wear i felt like the only girl in the world. When my clothes smell of you the scent triggers those happy memories i never want to let go <3 I’ve liked you for six months now.

Cheating, been there done that have the t-shirt but i dont wear it because im not proud of it. I know why people do it, because I’ve done it before i did it because i was not happy something was not quite right i wanted something exciting. Is it boring relationships that cause people to cheat or do they just fall out of love? Whatever the reason it’s still not a nice act to commit and can leave people confused hurt and alone. Most people cheat on their partners’ with someone they like or have liked for a long time and sometimes it’s a drunken mistake never to be spoken of again, simple as that. Nevertheless at the end of the day it doesn’t matter who you cheated with where you cheated how far you went, the concept is bad and should be frowned upon, in contradiction to the previous point should we observe cheating as something common a frequent occurrence as so many people do it? i dont know all i know is that i have never regretted cheating, okay sounds harsh and you can judge me if you wish but i have never properly regretted getting with someone else because most of the time the other person i have got with i have liked for a long time and have wanted to do it for a long time as well. I know it sounds stupid and that I’m a bitch, truth is i am bitch. However i do always regret cheating in the fact that i know that so many people will get hurt over this yourself and the other person as you both have to carry a burden of guilt which is surprisingly heavy, the other people in relationships with you both, if they have not cheated then they will broken, and all of this hurt is before you’ve even taken into consideration the fact that you have to tell the person you’re in a relationship with that you cheated. It’s all very complicated business cheating and can get out f hand, hurt people and change people’s lives. I am not closed minded to cheating, okay I’ll agree that its wrong but at the end of the day i can understand why people cheat in the first place even though i understand and I’ve been there before i still think cheating is one of the worst things one human being can do to another especially if the other person has false pretences of love in their mind. No one is a saint and even saints made mistakes, but at the end of the day cheating is wrong there is no excuse no exception it happens, deal with it, get over it, and sort it out. People get hurt, we can’t change the past we can’t make them happy again in an instant it all takes time life is one bug time bomb hurt is an unavoidable emotion we’re going to experience along the way. 

A majority of twenty one votes is all it took today to pass the proposal to treble university fees. All it took to pass this vote was building consisting of 80 millionaires who all have had their education for free Lee Scott a member of the conservative party reigned earlier today. Six members of the conservative party today voted against the proposal. The majority vote was twenty one.

Protests against this decision were held all throughout the country today, the planned route for the demonstration in London today did not go to plan instead of ending up at the Victoria Embankment they stayed at Parliament Square.

Protests today have been described as anarchistic. Acts of vandalism were committed despite the protesters promising a peaceful protest, the statue of Sir Winston Churchill was vandalised today as was the Treasury Building, graffiti such as “fuck da police” was scrawled across the outside of the walls today as passionate demonstrators make sure the government know that they are not happy with the decisions made today. The Metropolitan Police resorted to violence earlier on today to contain protestors and prevent violence; however this was supposed to be their last resort but they seemed to begin to use violence even when the protest was fairly peaceful. Six demonstrators have been injured today through conflict between demonstrator and officer. Eight police officers have been hospitalized. Riot police and mount back police officers have been called forward to hold back protestors today. Protestors remain in parliament square, as police resort to using violence to keep protestors as peaceful as possible. However demonstrators have resorted to smashing up concrete barricades and using the debri use as missiles against the police.

We do not yet know the official number of arrests but it is presumed a fair amount as protests today in London got fairly violent however the police were equally violent back as six protestors have been treated by ambulance services today for serious injuries. A demonstrator dressed as Santa Claus was arrested today at 17:03.

Police infiltrated the treasury building to prevent further attacks on public buildings, as the treasury building itself had two windows smashed in with metal polls by protestors with their faces covered.

The Christmas tree at Trafalgar Square today was set alight at 19:04 today. The Metropolitan Police stated today that “containing protestors was a last resort”, the police also stated tonight that they wanted “a more clam approach to protesting”.

Students are continuing to plan to protest as much as possible, the plan is to make sure the government know that we are not happy with their decisions but do it in the most peaceful way possible. We need to unite and we need to fight, we need as many people on our side as possible we need to do what the MP’s failed to do today and we need to secure further education for this generation.

You never were supposed to be anything special.

You ended up being much more.

I am sorry to do this, truly I am.

I am better off out of your life.

I am better off being forgotten.

I am better off away from you.

It’s better off if I put an end to all this hurt.

Trust me.

Please.

Laugh. Laugh a lot, laugh until you’re on the floor rolling around and everyone is staring at you.

Smile, your smile is contagious create a thousand smiles just by smiling.

Make people happy; make them as happy as you made me.

Never give up.

Be yourself.

Be hated.

Be loved.

Be happy.

Be sad.

Be whatever you like.

Always pursue what you believe in.  

Never take no for an answer.

Be stubborn.

Be impatient.

Be annoying.

Live every day as if it were going to be your last.

Be insane.

Be wild.

Break the rules they’re there to be broken.

Love every second of every day.

Make sure people know you love them.

Never forget that you are loved.

You are special you are you not what anyone else wants you to be.

Only do something if you want to do it.

Forget I was ever in your life.

Live the life you deserve as if I was never in it.

Keep breathing.

Breathe until you’re old until you’re ancient.

Until you’re so old you have so much morphine in your blood you can’t feel a thing.

Die peacefully.

Never be a victim of pain.

Die thinking of things you love.

Never forget what you need to remember.

Never forget you are loved.

Never forget the ones you love.

Remember them until that very last second.

Forget I ever loved you; just remember the ones you loved back.

Savour every moment you never know it could be your last.

Be someone’s hero.

Let a girl give you her heart but dont leave her empty handed give her yours.

Tell her you love her.

Treat her well, and treat her like you treated me, make her life good.

Never say that you love someone if you dont mean it.

Never forget what the meaning of love is.

Never forget that it’s lost.

Never forget it’s only as love when they make you love every second of your life.

Never say people are the same.

Never put people into stereotypes.

Never forget that everyone is an individual each as unique as the next.

Never have regrets, you wanted it to happen or you would never have done it.

Never judge people.

Never believe the lie, always believe your truth.

Never walk away.

Never walk out on someone unless you have a reason.

Make the world smile.

You deserve it.

They deserve you.

Never create your own end.

You don’t deserve that.

Forget I ever loved you.

Forget about it all.

Wipe your memory of the days we spent together.

Forget me.

Forget I was ever real.

Pretend I was all a bad dream.

Why do people love what provokes us to feel such strong emotions for another human being. What causes us to love, chemicals in our body? Surely it can’t be just that because otherwise there wouldn’t be any heart break we’d have found a cure. It isn’t that simple and we’ll never be able to unpick the real Bad things… …why do people do them? A bad act just causes you to feel guilt and quite often for someone else to get hurt. There is no proof in god, but what should we believe in, is it good to have beliefs, is there any point believing in a concept that is quite obviously not real? Bad things, even the most positive of things can become bad right? I mean religion it’s supposed to be a peaceful concept an escape, hope right? So then why is religion causing disagreements, war, feud’s, generalisation, discrimination and the loss of life? Surely if the religious concept is clichéd to be wonderful, miraculous and soul saving then why is it causing so much devastation? If there is no god and god did not put us here then why are we here, why are we here in our thousands are we meant to be doing something, who invented the universe what happened in the beginning, why did it happen is there an explanation a reason? Anything any answers? Maybe wanting answers is the biggest mistake humanity ever made, maybe wanting answers caused us to be like this maybe there aren’t any answers, maybe this is all a dream, maybe just maybe we’re all fighting for the answers but we’re fighting in a war we’ll never win.